"Anger Or Acceptance"

I hear what they say
And it doesn't go away
Do you really have to haunt me
From beyond the grave

I buried the hatchet
That you stuck in my back it's
Been thrown so far away
But on a boomerang's track

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I don't know
Whether to throw a fit or let this go
What I do, will it make a difference
Be appalled or be indifferent
I figure that if I ignore this
It'll be no better than ignorance
Should I be mad or just accept this
Side with anger, or acceptance

You never knew me
But you think that you see through me
Can you see that what you did before
Is what you continue doing

Staring at me from the outside
Never looking in my eyes
To see the pain you've caused
That I keep trying to disguise

[chorus]
Cause I don't know
Whether to throw a fit or let this go
What I do, will it make a difference
Be appalled or be indifferent
I figure that if I ignore this
It'll be no better than ignorance
Should I be mad or just accept this
Side with anger, or acceptance

Grace pours down
Out of a fount
That dwells in me
Drown out
All of the doubt
This hell in me
And make things right

I can't do this on my own
That's always been the case
I've reached for pieces of this puzzle
But they push me out of place
Can't you see how bad I want this
A hand to pull me through the race
So I sit here in my solitude
Asking undeserved grace