"A Drug Called Peace Of Mind"

I can't believe that after all of this
All the blood and sweat and tears and time
I invested in a shell game, a pipe dream
For a drug called peace of mind

No, never in my hands
Never in your plans

So I may be the fool
But I would do it all again
It's who I am
To act my heart out through these hands
And you may not agree
You may not understand
But I'm used to the complaints
They're grains of sand

I can't decide if I should cut and run
If it'll heal or only leave me with a scar
I gave it all, I traded everything before
And having nothing didn't get me very far

So I may be the fool
But I would do it all again
It's who I am
To act my heart out through these hands
And you may not agree
You may not understand
But I'm used to the complaints
They're grains of sand