"Suicide"

Why am I doing this
I am a masochist
The pleasure and the pain
Of willful unwillingness
Cold disobedience
That always ends the same

Why, do I try
To distance, to distance myself from life?
Do I try
To distance, to distance myself from light?

Lost in the catacombs
Broken and all alone
I do this to myself
And it hurts like hell
Death of a hollow shell
Yet I still don't ask for help

Why, do I try
To distance, to distance myself from life?
Do I try
To distance, to distance myself from light?

Falling on my knees
Remove these suicidal tendencies
Fighting back the air to breathe
The one thing that I need

Why, do I try
To distance, to distance myself from life?
Do I try
To distance, to distance myself from light?
Why, do I try
To distance, to distance myself from truth?
Do I try
To distance, to distance myself from You?