"Nothing For Me Here"

I've had about enough
Reason has lost its ground
It doesn't matter how much I care
Everybody lets me down

So much for honesty
So much for commonality
I'm the only one, the only one
Who really understands me

Not a soul to lift me up
Not a single bag of bones
Not a villain or a saint
Can give me hope I'm not alone
And all these voices are a choir
A cacophony in my ears
The song they're singing to me
Is there's nothing for me here

Life in all its corridors
I'll never reach the end
There's always one more corner
In this maze, another bend

And everything's a paradox
I love and hate the same
The reason that I'm still here
The reason for this pain

Not a soul to lift me up
Not a single bag of bones
Not a villain or a saint
Can give me hope I'm not alone
And all these voices are a choir
A cacophony in my ears
The song they're singing to me
Is there's nothing for me here

I could retreat
Into my tiny empire
Where I can pretend I'm king
But still at some time
Have to open the gates
And face the reality
Still there's nothing there for me