"What Does It Mean?"

I know
I know
I know with all my heart
That this will be the death of me
When I go
I go
I go back to start
Of everything I used to be

But you keep on
Holding on
And I'm still not sure why
Am I really what you want?

[chorus]
What does it mean to turn away?
What does it mean to run into Your arms?
What do I do to get away
Back to the place where I know I belong?
Where I belong

And I know
I know
I know this is the enemy
Trying to derail me from the track
When I go
I go
I go back to the worst of me
And question why You'd ever take me back

And I keep on
Holding on
And I'm still not sure why
I cling to all the things I want

[chorus]
What does it mean to turn away?
What does it mean to run into Your arms?
What do I do to get away
Back to the place where I know I belong?
Where I belong

[bridge]
I've traded You
Away so many times
Convinced that comfort's
Something I can find
But that's not where I fit
Not in Your design
Bring me back to You
O Spring of Life

[outro]
I'm thirsty and dying
I'm tired of trying
I can't seem to
Pick myself up this time
I can see Your light
From across the divide
And feel the hope
For something better deep inside