"Disingenuous"

Disingenuous
I'd rather be timid
Living in your silhouette
Than be
Disingenuous
Hard to read
When you speak in emptiness

A dull sound and it didn't resound
Ricocheted off of my ears and back to the ground
Cause it's clear when it's kind, with the heart behind
But I've been given wisdom to have half a mind
Not to listen to curse words
That come out a fount of praises
You spout such lovely things
But I know just why you say this

Disingenuous
I'd rather be timid
Living in your silhouette
Than be
Disingenuous
Easy to see
When I feel the emptiness

Life will change but you relive the same
Forgetting all the seasons that today became
Cause you've broken down walls, but now they won't fall
A stone cold heart in need of a wrecking ball
To bring you to your knees
Where you'll find what you need
That you don't want to see
So you won't always be

Disingenuous
You'd rather fight tides
Trying to carry you in
And be
Disingenuous
Than try to face
Any of this

The sun isn't always gonna shine
There's gonna be storms and quakes, my love
Gotta dig real deep sometime
To find, what you're really made of