"I Don't Know How To Let Go"

I've been in a lot of pain
Though the scars don't show
I've still got a lot to say
The words hang in my throat

I'm still going on my way
I'm still in that same old boat
Fighting against tides and waves
Saying I need your help, I don't

I don't know
How to let go
I don't know
How to let go

I'm digging deeper holes
Losing all control
I can't even dictate my own
Feelings as I go

I'm still running down that road
I still keep on digging coal
I've still got a lot to learn
From all the bridges that I've burned

I don't know
How to let go
I don't know
How to let go
Could you teach me

Hold my heart for the last time, the last time
Hold my heart for the last time
I'm going away from here

I don't know
How to let go
I don't know
How to let go
How to let go