"Incapable"

I don't know what I'm expecting
I don't know what you expect from me
I've been living in a far off place
Instead of reality

I don't know where I've been looking
Or where you'd try to look for me
Overturning all these empty boxes
To find reality

Love
Can it really be known
Can it really be shown
Am I incapable of
Anything but
Sinking like a stone
Here in the present, this halfway home

I've had a picture in my mind for ages
A cozy fire, a happy family
While rain is pelting the ground outside
Oh, can I find it in reality?

Yeah love is patient, and love is kind
But still at times we make it messy
A place of shelter, or a raging storm
A place we call reality

Love
Can it really be known
Can it really be shown
Am I incapable of
Anything but
Sinking like a stone
Here in the present, this halfway home